|Maybe...it's time...to say goodbye
||[Sep. 3rd, 2007|11:50 pm]
Fall comes early this year
Almost everyone that makes this area worthwhile for me either wants to leave or is planning on it.
I'm getting out come early next year. I've talked about moving to the Bay Area for years, and god knows it won't be nearly as good as when I originally planned on it two years ago: at least two of my favorite places to see shows in the world have either stopped doing them altogether or have severely cut down, I don't talk to my friends there nearly as much as I used to, Oakland is developed all to shit, and I'm sure there's other stuff I can't think of. Hopefully it'll be worth it, and it'll be more than just a change of scenery. Not that I'm apprehensive in any way.
I always say that I don't regret moving to the east coast, but I feel so fucking stupid for talking about moving to the Bay for so many years and not actually doing it, and wavering between it being worthwhile and feeling like I've wasted the last year and a half of my life.
I'm 25 today (today, yesterday, who cares)
Getting older really sucks, I don't know why I get hung up over the inevitable.
I just wish things didn't get worse with age, and people didn't get less fun and adventurous. Someone please prove me wrong. Maybe it'll be some Californians?
I spend my entire life wishing I was somewhere else and wishing I was younger. What the fuck?